just fuck 'em really

don't know if i should write this at all but i don't see any other way of getting it out. there is one thing that pisses me off more than anything else and that's people writing me off because i'm young. yes, i am twenty, yes i have not lived more than probably a fourth of my life, yes i am young, that does not mean that i can't possibly know things that people younger, same sage or even older than me don't know about. i'm not just my age. don't make me into a fucking number. when people say that i shouldn't say something because i am too young i just wanna punch them. what? do you have to lie dying to get to speak about life? do you have to be at the end to possibly know anything? i think the only thing you need to do in order to know something about life is living it. you don't have to have lived it, you need to be in it, and i am, whether i am twenty or sixty doesn't really matter. who told young people that we're not allowed to speak of our lives? that we shouldn't be bothered about the world because we are too young? that we should leave it to our seniors, to know, to speak, to fucking rule the world. i don't think i should have to die to talk about life. and i am not just a kid. i am as much a person as anyone else.